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August 29th, 2025
04:20 pm - Never drink and write (Stolen from Meri)
Good day and welcome to Buku Contengan. Those familiar with the Malay Term will understand the meaning. It basically means Scrapbook, and that's exactly what it is. It's a mixture of stories, components and things that I wrote, some of them while I was high on sugar, some while high on hormones. I think you can figure out which ones.
The first few entries up here are things that one should know when dealing with the characters Naoko Kensaku, Sukina Toriyama, AU Kureei Mori, Celeste daughter of Perspehone and Hades, and basically the Original Characters that I play. Components for Collage and Mistress Naoko and other stuff is here, and I will update when I can.
The ones below? Those are entries for me. Silly little stories, all of them. Tell me what you think of it.
Thank you!
Naoko. ^_^
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October 26th, 2007
05:26 pm - Loyal Bureaucrat - A Hojo FST
Most deal with Hojo's fanatical loyalty to Shishio. While I admit that Something Good may not seem like an obvious choice, I felt it was appropriate, because Hojo seems to me the person who would search long and hard for his ideals.
1. TRAX - End Of The World (3:50)
2. Lostprophets - To Hell We Ride (3:40)
3. Mark Mancina - Saya's Love (3:37)
4. Girugamesh - Mouja no Koushin (3:31)
5. Death Cab for Cutie - I Will Follow You Into the Dark (3:11)
6. Sarah Brightman - Deliver Me (4:02)
7. Ben Harper - Please Bleed (4:37)
8. Evanescence - Whisper (5:26)
9. Poe - Haunted (5:19)
10. Final Fantasy - Speechless Fight (2:32)
11. The Sound of Music - Something Good (3:54)
12. Ghost In The Shell - Stand Alone Complex - 2nd gig OST - Shanti Snyder, Steve Conte - Living Inside the Shell (6:24)
13. Human League - Don't You Want Me (3:57)
14. The Tea Party - Great Big Lie (3:50)
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October 17th, 2007
01:59 pm - Army of One - A Shishio Makoto FST
A Shishio Makoto FST. Damnit I'm either catching this from Lac or these people need more love. Easier to figure out songs for Shishio, though I need more metal songs, I think. Most should be explanatory, I think. Feedback?
1. Kajiura Yuki - break the sword of justice (2:04)
2. L'Arc~en~Ciel - LOST HEAVEN (4:36)
3. Jyukai - Anata ga Ita Mori -instrumental- (4:57)
4. Jyukai - Anata ga Ita Mori (4:59)
5. Masashi Hamauzu - Death and Rebirth (1:07)
6. My Chemical Romance - The Sharpest Lives (3:20)
7. Michael Buble - Save the Last Dance for Me (3:38)
8. Uematsu Nobuo - Sairin: Kata Tsubasa no Tenshi ~Advent:One-Winged Angel~ (6:06)
9. Hellsing - Bodhisattva Cathedral (4:51)
10. Linkin Park - Hands Held High (3:55)
11. Daft Punk - Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger (3:45)
12. Gensomaden Saiyuki - Still Time (3:16)
13. Meat Loaf - The Monster is Loose (7:07)
14. Lostprophets - We Still Kill The Old Way (4:20)
15. Gackt - White Eyes (3:45)
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October 16th, 2007
11:20 pm - Might as well use this for something
A Yumi Komagata FST (From Ruroni Kenshin, Kyoto Arc). Tracklisting as below. Posting here so I don't decide to back out. And yes, it's 22 songs. I need to trim this list. x_x
1. Bonnie Pink - It's gonna rain! (4:37)
2. Sakura Kiss for Piano (2:49)
3. Megumi Ogata (Warukyure, big) - Blue Moon (5:28)
4. Kajiura Yuki - we go further, everyday (2:25)
5. Yui Makino - Jasmin (4:10)
6. Tomiko Van - Flower (4:17)
7. ¼ÓÌ٥ߥê¥ä - Love is... (4:50)
8. Estranged - Itu Kamu (5:29)
9. Vanessa Carlton - Hands On Me (3:01)
10. Juwita Suwito - Why oh Why (4:34)
11. Kuraki Mai - Diamond Wave (4:57)
12. Day-Break - Cross My Heart (4:53)
13. Utada Hikaru - Another Chance (5:22)
14. Adibah Noor (4:06)
15. Queen Latifah - Big Blonde and Beautiful (2:35)
16. 浜崎 あゆみ - Moments (5:35)
17. LENA PARK - Inori ~ You Raise Me Up (4:38)
18. Tainaka Sachi - disillusion (4:06)
19. BLOOD+ - Kataritsugu Koto (5:50)
20. Itou Eri - endlessly (3:31)
21. Christina Aguilera, Mya, Pink & Lil Kim - Lady Marmalade (4:27)
22. Tomiko Van - Flower (instrumental) (4:16)
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August 10th, 2007
12:29 pm - Seasons of 7: Chapter Two
1445 words. Don't ask. ( I should never procrastinate. )
Current Mood: amused
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July 24th, 2007
11:34 pm - HP Fanfic: Seasons of Seven, Chapter 1
Happy, Juanita? ( 873 words )
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January 4th, 2007
12:02 am - Annwn, Lady of Water
Because I feel like giving a talk instead of actually writing a story...
Annwn was a character that was born out of necessity two Nanowrimos ago. Basically I needed a Triune to balance out Naoko, Sukina and Kishan, and Annwn and her brother (who was nameless till last Nano) came about. What is Annwn, actually?
Well, she's a Water Elemental Queen, which puts her at the same rank as Kishan. They're both Elemental Kings, which means they can control Elemental Spirits. Any higher and they would be Emperor/Empress, which means they control Angels. After Empress/Emperor, they're considered as Divine Beings. Theorectically, as long as you reach the Queen level, you can become a God/Goddess of the Element, but as the problem with many theories, it is always the practical. After all, what Angel would demean themselves (in their eyes) to be controlled by a mortal?
But that's a topic I will leave for later. ^_^
As I was saying, Annwn's a character who has a very different physical build compared to the ones I normally use (aka Naoko and Sukina). For one, you can only describe her figure as luscious. She's generous where she should be, red wavy hair past her shoulders to the small of her back, always dressed in those fantasy sorceress-type gowns where you can see her cleavage, and it's very generous. The figure hugging doesn't stop there. It goes down to where she has a waist that is small, but it's not unrealistic. Basically, Annwn's physical template is based on the 1980s fantasy, something like this.
She's a seductress in the old mold in the sense that people think she's a mage because of her beauty and seduction, but of course there's more to her than that. In case you were wondering, she and Ta'Lern were the two people I mentioned in my previous story. It was actually a RP piece that both me and the other person involved felt could be made longer, and I do have his permission to use the story as a longer piece (Don't I?).
In Past Memories, I know Annwn's being portrayed as a very simple-minded, almost animalistic child, but the truth of the matter is, she is (what, you expected different?). The Ancillary's Triune (as opposed to Sukina's Scion Triune, yes they both have the same meanings) were unlike the Scion, who were very carefully thought out by the Creator. For the Destroyer, the only person he gave much thought to was Anra/Raishan (Raishan is his true name, the name he will assume once he comes into his full powers, if he gets that far. That my Nano calls him Raishan is because among his siblings, they are allowed to use his real name).
This means that Annwn's and Ta'Lern's characters were not given much thought by the Destroyer. He only decided to add them in once he saw how powerful the bonds were between Naoko's, Sukina's, and Kishan's first incarnations. He more or less bulldozed Ta'Lern's and Annwn's previous incarnations into serving him, hence the darkness. I'm still deciding on the bait.
The Ancillary's Triune has the ability to tap into their memories from their previous incarnations. This is the reason why Annwn looks and feels so different from her incarnation in Past Memories. She's grown quite a bit, but what she retains are not the memories of the spells and the like, but rather the memories of her interactions with people. For her, sex is both a validation of what she is and her power over people. Yes, she suffers from a bit of an inferiority complex, but that's only because the one guy that she's to marry is also the one guy who will kill her than marry her. No, he doesn't hate her (the fight between the eldest of the Triunes have always been sexual), but it's a matter of who seduces who first.
I have not kept a running score of that yet as I've not gone that far, but Annwn did not win the last encounter. It crushed her enough that her incarnation this time around is very low on self-confidence, even as all signs point to him being the weaker one this time around. I suppose Kishan feels guilty. All I know was that it was a very bad fight. Neither are telling me anything.
And that is all for the night. Thank you for reading this ramble.
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January 2nd, 2007
10:02 pm - Things you need
All you need is a bit of humour
Something to chase away the clouds
Change the face from something sour
Or just to get away from the crowds. Having a bad day
Is not such a bad thing
Makes things into perspective
Of the things really worth living. A rainy day is a blessing
If you can see it outside the office
At least it’s not too gloomy
Than being stuck behind curtains.
Current Mood: chipper
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09:55 pm - Random Japanese character poem
私は窓を見、
世界は灰色風強いであるが、
家の空気は残る停滞している…
風の愛撫を知るためにそしてそう、
占有者は決してあくせく働かない。 I’m wondering if this will show up well on wordpress… especially since it’s a poem I wrote and then asked Google to translate into Japanese. And yes, the one below is from Babelfish. Iluna, Renren… are these Kanji, Hiragana? Cause they seem to be two different sets… 私は窓から見、
世界は風灰色強いであるが、
家の空気は残る停滞している…
そして風の愛撫を知るためにそう、
占有者は決してあくせく働かない。 And under the cut is the original poem. BEFORE YOU CLICK, PLEASE TRY THE TRANSLATIONS FIRST AND LAUGH! I look out the window
And the world is grey
The wind is strong
But the air in the homes
Remain stagnant…
And so, the occupants slave
Never to know the wind’s caress.
Current Mood: accomplished
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09:49 pm - Whee!!
Random shorts and poetry.
First off, Lover's Yearning, written for a friend of mine.
Lover's Yearning
A sweet smile to light up the day
A gentle touch to start the morning
I wake from my sleep
All alone, a cold spot beside me.
It was just a dream
I know it was
But it felt so real
Especially when my angel kissed me on the lips.
I still feel the heat of her lips on mine
Awakening me with the soft touch
Her scent fills the room
Alone again… as it’s been for a long time now…
Current Location: Room being indecent
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September 1st, 2006
03:33 pm - Tsumetai Yoru
Sorry dear.
( Italics are the Malay words )
Gwagh why does translating Kyoya's song have to be so hard?
Current Mood: cranky
Current Music: Tsumetai Yoru
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03:31 pm - Itsumo Gawa Ni
Sorry Luc, I couldn't resist it.
Some words have been omitted to preserve the spirit of the song.
( The Translations (italics) )
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/blue/hyper.gif) Inspired
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October 2nd, 2005
11:38 am - The things I drag out from my harddrive
Written some time ago. Rest In Peace.
“Mama! Mama!” the little girl ran to her mother’s arms. Her mother picked her up and held her close.
The child was perfect in every way, from the ways her eyes shone with love for her Mother, to her full smile and healthy cheeks. Sounds of laughter and happiness filled the air, but from far away, there was the sound of weeping. While the little girl, dressed all in white, was being cradled by Mother, there were people in black standing around a coffin on a bright summer’s day.
The minister’s eulogy, while eloquent, did nothing to dispel the listeners’ grief at the passing of a young child. The mother was especially loud in her grief, for the child had been her favourite. When the eldest child came up to speak about his sibling, a hush fell over the crowd. His voice broke, yet he kept on speaking about his sibling, not about the last few minutes of her life, but about the joy and hope she had brought to their lives.
The body of the child was buried, and the rest of the funeral was simple. According to the wishes of the family, they spoke not about how the child died, but how she lived. The child’s siblings gathered around their mother, whose grief was inconsolable. She wailed, even as two figured walked up to the grave unseen.
“Mummy…” the little girl wanted to go to her mother, but the Mother held her. “Who does Mummy suffer?” she asked the Mother.
“The Father wants her to a be a catalyst. He wants her to start moving the world she lives in. Your mummy is a very special person, daughter. She will help save other little girls from bad men,” the Mother held the child close to her.
“Can I help my mummy?”
“Yes. You can hold her up when she’s down, cheer her, and most importantly, remind her never to give up. For when all is done, the Father will give you to her as a Reward,” the Mother spoke very gently to the child. “But now, you must learn how to be an Angel, for you must look after your mummy now,” the Mother bore the child away.
In respectful memory of Nurul Huda Abdul Ghani and other child rape victims.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/blue/sad.gif) melancholy
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September 29th, 2005
01:43 pm - Under a tree
It was a beautiful afternoon.
Two young women sat under a large shady tree, simply content to be in the moment. The younger one slept in the lap of the older, her blue eyes closed. The older sat against the tree, dozing in the heat. A soft wind blew, lulling the girls to sleep.
The younger one was sleeping with the hat over her face, simply sleeping. Her sister was holding on to the younger's hand.
Summertime, and the living is easy.
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09:36 am - Notes for Nano
( MEH! )
Current Mood: busy
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August 29th, 2005
04:18 pm - Shadows
"Awaken your soul."
The child looked up from her toys, blue eyes unblinking. The man looking down at her was quite beautiful, but the child did not have any concept of beauty... Yet. She did not seem frightened nor amazed, merely curious.
He stared into her blue eyes, as though searching for something. She stared back, unafraid and curious as to what he wanted. The penetrating eyes were mesmerising, and it was a short while before he blinked and she followed suit. It was a slightly silly moment, and he reached down to ruffle her head.
A lumiscent figure jumped out of the child's shadow and stood in front of him, hands outstretched to prevent him from laying a finger on the child. The blond woman looked like an older version of the child, but nothing could change the fact that she looked stern and protective over the child.
"You're awake."
The woman did not reply. She glared at the man, her gaze almost childlike in their determination. The child gurguled and clapped her hands to see the woman; it was obvious that she liked the woman and had missed her.
"You've broken the rules, child. You shouldn't have left your post." His voice was triumphant.
The woman tilted her head upwards, as though snubbing him. She seemed far too confident for someone who had abandoned her post, and that made the man wary. He turned away from her, disappearing as he walked. The child cooed when the woman turned and smiled at her before she disappeared herself. Going back to her toys, the blond little girl rubbed her eyes.
Her mother came in, not knowing nor noticing anything out of the ordinary. The child was happy to see her, and when her mother held her, she fell asleep almost immediately, feeling safe.
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